I’ve gotten used to loneliness, and I hate it. I can appreciate being alone, in fact, it helps me recover at the end of the day. However, often times I find myself staying late at work so that I don’t have to return to the loneliness of my apartment. Introverts don’t lack the feeling of loneliness, though I truly wish I could turn it off.
So I guess I’ll be looking to relieve my loneliness in 2019, which means going way outside my comfort zone and actually doing things. This is coming from a review of my 2018 and realizing that I’ve spent a lot of it alone, even when I was dating.
Circling back to the title of this post, the problem with my introversion is that while I want to be left alone and have a tendency to ignore people, I really hate the feeling of being lonely. I know I’m not the only one with this issue, so maybe I should head out to find others like me.